So all up in the feels..

And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile
But when you say.. I just want to see you smile….
✌️❤️
So all up in the feels..

And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile
But when you say.. I just want to see you smile….
✌️❤️
Ahh the Universe…

Always sending the perfect songs at the perfect times….
Nothing lasts forever
Some things aren’t meant to be
But you’ll never find the answers
Until you set your old heart free
Doors close, so new ones can open.
Isn’t it lovely?
✌️❤️
Raq
Sooo today..
Is this the beginning of a new chapter. I’ve no feelings. Like none. Been betrayed and left. Yet the only feeling is freedom. 🤔 is it goodness? Is it just today? I hope it lasts.
✌️🖤
Yup just me myself and I… it’s funny because I thought I couldn’t live without you… yet that’s all I’ve done.
Lovely..
The song? Not completely fitting but yet there it is. Catchy tho… 😏
I did not need your help
Now it’s just me, myself, and I (la la lie la la lie la lie lie)
✌️🖤
Life just keeps rolling along.
Like it or not.
You know how they say it’s the little things?
It is, they just add up.
Like everything, just adds up. Your only choice is to keep going on your own steam.
You know I tried so long
Every time I thought I found it, I was wrong
I am the love of, the love of my life
✌️❤️
Raq
I am!
How does one move on?
One foot in front of the other as before. I suppose.
This world is a lonely place, especially when you’re on the inside looking out. Smile and everyone will think you’re ok.
Is it even real?
In a time of grief…. You see things even clearer. ( is that a word?)
Wish I could trade places….

I miss you more than life…
✌️❤️
Listen to this it will make you put your head back close your eyes and just… feel..

If it doesn’t… what!? I got nothing…
✌️❤️
Raq
In English… I miss you
In Nahuatl (ancient mesoamerican language)…
More like my heart is searching for you…

How beautiful is that?
Totazque…
✌️❤️
Raq
I’m surviving’
I am!
With or without you… like the rest… heh
Go on with your fake world…

What happens when you trust again?…

This song was in my head as I woke up this beautiful morning… must be a reason…
And I’m not gonna lie
Say I’ve been alright
‘Cause it feels like I’ve been living upside downWhat can I say? I’m survivin’
Crawling out these sheets to see another day
I’m gonna be fine
I’m gonna be fine
I think I’ll be fine
✌️🖤
Raq
One of my stops is Byram MS… at the Swinging Bridge.

So if you walk on it yes, it moves and I suppose you could get it to swing.
So as I walked into the bridge, two young fellas were standing near the middle and yell, “ y’all better hurry if you wanna see a alligator.” Uh yeah I wanna see one… sure enough on the bank of the river was a good sized alligator. Cool!


So after the alligator excitement a small walk on the bridge I noticed all these locks on the bridge.. now let me just say my mind was just reeling… locks? Omg 💕
These young men were very kind and happy to talk. So I had to ask, even though I knew the answer… so what do these locks signify? One of the men said it’s for love. The things you run into when you least expect it. Well, in France there’s a bridge where two lovers write their names on a lock put it on the bridge and throw the key in the river.. Someone must have brought that with them here. So very cool. Locks for days… love?
I sure hope so…


So this was all cool and all but, back at camp… a red cardinal… yeah ..
And just to dig it all an’ not to wonder, that’s just fine
And I’ll be satisfied not to read in between the lines
Happy 4th!
✌️❤️
Raq