I don’t even know where to start.. the heartache? The beginning?
Memories flood my mind of you as a child, as a teen, as a father.. your smile, laugh, and how you would try to protect me.
I suppose every mother who loses a child thinks the thoughts of I was supposed to go first.. how dare you? Were you alone? Did you know you were leaving us? I’m so selfish thinking how your death will affect my life.. your children? How will they grow up without you?
This is a the last song you posted on your Facebook… did you know?
You are the first who called me Raq.. so you could get my attention anywhere. It worked..
I will forever miss you.. like as long as I live anyway..