Today

Sooo today..

Is this the beginning of a new chapter. I’ve no feelings. Like none. Been betrayed and left. Yet the only feeling is freedom. 🤔 is it goodness? Is it just today? I hope it lasts.

✌️🖤

So it goes, on and on

Life just keeps rolling along.

Like it or not.

You know how they say it’s the little things?

It is, they just add up.

Like everything, just adds up. Your only choice is to keep going on your own steam.

You know I tried so long
Every time I thought I found it, I was wrong

I am the love of, the love of my life

✌️❤️

Raq

I am!

The last letter

I don’t even know where to start.. the heartache? The beginning?

Memories flood my mind of you as a child, as a teen, as a father.. your smile, laugh, and how you would try to protect me.

I suppose every mother who loses a child thinks the thoughts of I was supposed to go first.. how dare you? Were you alone? Did you know you were leaving us? I’m so selfish thinking how your death will affect my life.. your children? How will they grow up without you?

This is a the last song you posted on your Facebook… did you know?

You are the first who called me Raq.. so you could get my attention anywhere. It worked..

I will forever miss you.. like as long as I live anyway..

Sleep well my son

Que Será

Yes, it sure will…… be..

It would be amazing if we could just see a glimpse of the future. Some can… but, I guess it would take some of the fun out of it.

Naw, I wanna see! 😆

Será…..

Love, peace & health,

Raq