Hello my old heart

Ahh the Universe…

Always sending the perfect songs at the perfect times….

Nothing lasts forever
Some things aren’t meant to be
But you’ll never find the answers
Until you set your old heart free

Doors close, so new ones can open.

Isn’t it lovely?

✌️❤️

Raq

On replay

This song plays and replays in my mind. Not a bad thing. I guess it could be worse.

It’s been a nice couple of days. Just one quick visitor and a few phone calls. Solitude is such a good healer.

Back to the song….❤️

✌️❤️

Today

Sooo today..

Is this the beginning of a new chapter. I’ve no feelings. Like none. Been betrayed and left. Yet the only feeling is freedom. 🤔 is it goodness? Is it just today? I hope it lasts.

✌️🖤

The year

So it’s been a year that you posted that 3 doors down song when I’m gone.. then you were.

Funny thing is I was gonna listen to it and this one came up.

And I am…

God bless you n I love you baby.

Me myself

Yup just me myself and I… it’s funny because I thought I couldn’t live without you… yet that’s all I’ve done.

Lovely..

The song? Not completely fitting but yet there it is. Catchy tho… 😏

I did not need your help
Now it’s just me, myself, and I (la la lie la la lie la lie lie)

✌️🖤

How it feels

How does it feel?

Going through daily motions, when it’s obvious that it’s the last thing a person wants to do.

Maybe a good disconnect… or reconnect? Ha!

It’s a terrible thing to waste.

My first song choice fell away as soon as this came on.

Because seriously you don’t know how it feels, until it’s you.

 Let me run with you tonight
I’ll take you on a moonlight ride

… There’s someone I used to see
But he don’t give a damn for me

… But let me get to the point, let’s roll another joint
And turn the radio loud, I’m too alone to be proud
And you don’t know how it feels
You don’t know how it feels to be me

Yup a song for everything….

✌️ 🖤

So it goes, on and on

Life just keeps rolling along.

Like it or not.

You know how they say it’s the little things?

It is, they just add up.

Like everything, just adds up. Your only choice is to keep going on your own steam.

You know I tried so long
Every time I thought I found it, I was wrong

I am the love of, the love of my life

✌️❤️

Raq

I am!

Irony

There is irony in the healing…

On the daily there seems to be a deep vortex of blackness that swallows me up by late afternoon. Yet I have found that by evening a letter from a stranger far away telling me of his life and daily happenings can actually help. For just a few minutes I can see life through someone else’s eyes. The only person that may actually get it. No tip toeing around what’s happened and actually showing up. What a special kind of person. A real friend? Isn’t it ironic? Who shows up and who doesn’t.

Here’s to real people… they are so rare….

The song? Just a smooth lovely listen.

✌️❤️

Raq